Sunday, December 22, 2013
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Bits
and pieces.....It is often the bits and pieces of life that happen in
the course of living that enrich and make life the gift that it is.
Living in the middle of the mountains surrounded by wilderness those
bits and pieces can be unique......
On our way to Colorado Springs for Thanksgiving driving out our County Road 3, we saw two of Marble's own walking. The temp outside was 13 degrees. Our Tacoma truck was packed with everything including our yellow lab, Starbuck. We stopped to offer them a ride even though Starbuck filled the back seat. They opted to accept the ride and climbed in the back with the dog who then proceeded to climb into the front seat sitting on me and stretching across the console to put her head on Jon. Thus we rode that way all the way to Carbondale. The kicker was that if we had passed them by, they would have known that it was the pastor because everyone in Marble knows our truck. We had a great ride to Carbondale. Bits and Pieces......
Shortly after returning to Marble we had our first "BIG" snowstorm. Of course Jon was in Grand Junction for an overnighter. It started snowing in the night. Now the key to keeping up with large snowstorms is keeping the snow shoveled. I already had my pajamas on. So I figured they were like long johns, so I through my snowpants over them and shoveled the decks twice for a total of nine inches in my pjs. The next morning I woke up to another foot on the deck. Out to shovel I went. However I had on something other than my pajamas. I shoveled a total of two feet of snow in 24 hours. Bits and pieces.....in the wilderness!
Yesterday Jon and I went to the local galleries, the school, and helped out at the church for the event called Christmas in Marble. We entered one gallery and it was magical! They had it decorated lovely and the Christmas music was playing and they had treats. Jon and I had a dance right in the gallery to the Christmas music. Good thing the owners were our parishioners and enjoyed our delight in the moment. Then we walked out. The snow was so beautiful and the white Aspen trees with their dark eyes along the trunk were singing their own silent Christmas carol. I breathed in the cold brisk air and thought, God how wonderful you are! Bits and pieces.......
Last night I looked out the window to see headlights from an unmoving vehicle. I told Jon that I thought someone was stuck. He went outside to see if he could be of help. Sure enough one of our own legendary "mountain men" had gotten stuck in a snow bank. The neighbor's wife and friend was shoveling snow from the wheels and the neighbor was trying to position his truck to pull our stuck friend out. As this was happening, our very own "mountain man" asked Jon if he could just call him Preacher. Jon said sure. The man then responded,"We have been talking about you and we have decided that we like you. We have decided that you are good, Preacher and we like having you here." These things are not said lightly in Marble! Bits and pieces......in the town of Marble.
So bits and pieces of life are all around us to add that richness to our souls! It is my prayer that even when things are just a little tough in my personal life and there may be sorrow in my heart, that I will always be open to the bits and pieces that I am convinced are God's way of letting us know He is with us and within us. "Emanuel, God with us!"
On our way to Colorado Springs for Thanksgiving driving out our County Road 3, we saw two of Marble's own walking. The temp outside was 13 degrees. Our Tacoma truck was packed with everything including our yellow lab, Starbuck. We stopped to offer them a ride even though Starbuck filled the back seat. They opted to accept the ride and climbed in the back with the dog who then proceeded to climb into the front seat sitting on me and stretching across the console to put her head on Jon. Thus we rode that way all the way to Carbondale. The kicker was that if we had passed them by, they would have known that it was the pastor because everyone in Marble knows our truck. We had a great ride to Carbondale. Bits and Pieces......
Shortly after returning to Marble we had our first "BIG" snowstorm. Of course Jon was in Grand Junction for an overnighter. It started snowing in the night. Now the key to keeping up with large snowstorms is keeping the snow shoveled. I already had my pajamas on. So I figured they were like long johns, so I through my snowpants over them and shoveled the decks twice for a total of nine inches in my pjs. The next morning I woke up to another foot on the deck. Out to shovel I went. However I had on something other than my pajamas. I shoveled a total of two feet of snow in 24 hours. Bits and pieces.....in the wilderness!
Yesterday Jon and I went to the local galleries, the school, and helped out at the church for the event called Christmas in Marble. We entered one gallery and it was magical! They had it decorated lovely and the Christmas music was playing and they had treats. Jon and I had a dance right in the gallery to the Christmas music. Good thing the owners were our parishioners and enjoyed our delight in the moment. Then we walked out. The snow was so beautiful and the white Aspen trees with their dark eyes along the trunk were singing their own silent Christmas carol. I breathed in the cold brisk air and thought, God how wonderful you are! Bits and pieces.......
Last night I looked out the window to see headlights from an unmoving vehicle. I told Jon that I thought someone was stuck. He went outside to see if he could be of help. Sure enough one of our own legendary "mountain men" had gotten stuck in a snow bank. The neighbor's wife and friend was shoveling snow from the wheels and the neighbor was trying to position his truck to pull our stuck friend out. As this was happening, our very own "mountain man" asked Jon if he could just call him Preacher. Jon said sure. The man then responded,"We have been talking about you and we have decided that we like you. We have decided that you are good, Preacher and we like having you here." These things are not said lightly in Marble! Bits and pieces......in the town of Marble.
So bits and pieces of life are all around us to add that richness to our souls! It is my prayer that even when things are just a little tough in my personal life and there may be sorrow in my heart, that I will always be open to the bits and pieces that I am convinced are God's way of letting us know He is with us and within us. "Emanuel, God with us!"
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Okay, maybe I do have a tendency to "wander" off........
So yesterday I took Starbuck for a walk and was just going to stop below Daniel's Hill. That was going to be my turnaround point. But I just had this urge to trek up Daniel's Hill. So off Starbuck and I "wandered" and began the uphill climb. I briefly considered that Jon did not know that we were going up there but I reasoned that Daniel's Hill was local and thus was just like walking by Beaver Lake. That was my reasoning at any rate. I suppose that was debatable.
The thing about wandering up Daniel's Hill in the winter is that everything changes the higher you go. As you go up, you pick up more snow. The only human sounds are the ones you make. The sounds you do hear outside of yourself are nature's. There were birds chattering and the noise of the running creek. There was Starbuck frolicking and rolling in the snow. I felt the tensions of life roll away.
Daniel's Hill required cardio effort. So as we climbed I got into my zone as I call it. I was breathing deeply, my heart rate picked up to feed all the working muscles. My stride was that comfortable slow steady long pull. I was caught up in the rhythm of the effort required. I had songs in my head but could not sing them due to the effort of continuing the journey. I heard the old old carol "I wonder as I wander out under the sky..." I let it flow through my mind and echo in my heart. Again it became one of those transcending moments where eternity and the finite meet.
Once at the top, light snowflakes began to dance through the air. A large spruce whose branches were heavy with snow caught my attention. At its very top sat one lone bird. I lifted my face to the sky to feel the snow flurries and to breathe in the fresh air. Standing still my breathing and heart rate slowed to normal. I began to sing "O Come O Come Emanuel." There was only God to hear and He did not care if I was off-key. As I sang, the Holy Spirit began to sing through me and the song transcended the earthly moment to become a heavenly one. Starbuck sat quietly by. And in that moment I was glad that I had wandered off.......
"Rejoice, Rejoice, Emanuel. O come to thee O Israel."
So yesterday I took Starbuck for a walk and was just going to stop below Daniel's Hill. That was going to be my turnaround point. But I just had this urge to trek up Daniel's Hill. So off Starbuck and I "wandered" and began the uphill climb. I briefly considered that Jon did not know that we were going up there but I reasoned that Daniel's Hill was local and thus was just like walking by Beaver Lake. That was my reasoning at any rate. I suppose that was debatable.
The thing about wandering up Daniel's Hill in the winter is that everything changes the higher you go. As you go up, you pick up more snow. The only human sounds are the ones you make. The sounds you do hear outside of yourself are nature's. There were birds chattering and the noise of the running creek. There was Starbuck frolicking and rolling in the snow. I felt the tensions of life roll away.
Daniel's Hill required cardio effort. So as we climbed I got into my zone as I call it. I was breathing deeply, my heart rate picked up to feed all the working muscles. My stride was that comfortable slow steady long pull. I was caught up in the rhythm of the effort required. I had songs in my head but could not sing them due to the effort of continuing the journey. I heard the old old carol "I wonder as I wander out under the sky..." I let it flow through my mind and echo in my heart. Again it became one of those transcending moments where eternity and the finite meet.
Once at the top, light snowflakes began to dance through the air. A large spruce whose branches were heavy with snow caught my attention. At its very top sat one lone bird. I lifted my face to the sky to feel the snow flurries and to breathe in the fresh air. Standing still my breathing and heart rate slowed to normal. I began to sing "O Come O Come Emanuel." There was only God to hear and He did not care if I was off-key. As I sang, the Holy Spirit began to sing through me and the song transcended the earthly moment to become a heavenly one. Starbuck sat quietly by. And in that moment I was glad that I had wandered off.......
"Rejoice, Rejoice, Emanuel. O come to thee O Israel."
Saturday, November 16, 2013
And
then there was peace......Yesterday I was sitting in the recliner
reading a book and listening to Christmas music (yes, Christmas music). Oh
by the way, I was sitting in front of one of my Christmas trees as well.
Yes I am one of those people. I digress......As the familiar song was
playing Jon was in the kitchen and would occasionally quietly hum along
with the song. We both sing a little off key and that would mean that we
tend to hum off key as well. I stopped reading and just smiled. It was
such a sweet thing, a spontaneous thing; the music and my husband
humming here and there. I took in a deep breath of the sweetness. I was
aware of the Holy Spirit's presence as the Holy Spirit lives within us
both. And then there was peace.
Life is full of moments of
peace. And I love it when it just sneaks up on me like that moment
yesterday. I am convinced that those moments of awareness are moments
where eternity meets us within our finite world reminding us of the
"home" to come. I know that those moments come to sustain us and remind
us of the "Peace Giver." It reminds us that we are not alone and that
truly we are just passing through this world.
"My peace I give
unto you; not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be
troubled, neither let it be afraid." Jesus Christ
And then there was peace.......
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Forever
Changed.....Carrie Underwood sings a song by this title. It is about the
subtle slip of a person's mind as she ages. When I hear this song, I
cry. Daddy.......things have changed within your mind but you are still
Daddy. You talk of people who have long gone to be with God as if they
were by your side. Perhaps in a spiritual sense they are. Things have
changed but you are still Daddy. Sometimes
you have a blankness in your eyes and then suddenly they awake with
awareness. You get frustrated because you know things have changed for
you. But you are still Daddy.
As you sift through memories, I have begun to do the same, remembering you from the perspective of the little girl I once was. We had fun, Daddy. You and Billy Matthews could come up with such outrageous things like making turtle soup and frying frog legs from frogs you caught. I remember the frogs because I accidentally kicked over the bucket with the rest of them within. It almost scarred me for life, not really, it is another precious memory. You took us on trips all over the country so that we could see things and experience life. We had fun, Daddy. Things are different now, but you are still Daddy.
You walked me down the isle as a young lady and you whispered, "You can drop the aspirin now. Susan Williams and Karen Wooten, you will know what he meant. You love Jon, my cowboy Air Force Chaplain now pastor husband as if he were your own son. Your mind goes other places now, but you are still Daddy.
I wrote last winter about "the kiss" as I call it. It only happens in winter and it lasts for just a couple of minutes. At the end of the day as the sun drops below the mountains, it hits the snow covered peak of Treasure Mountain last. The peak turns colors that can only exist from God's pallet; pinks and mauves and almost burgundy. And then it is gone as if God brushes His lips across the earth to end the day.
Our lives are like those moments. In light of eternity, our lives are but the length of that final "kiss" of brilliant color at the end of a winter day. So Daddy, this journey that you are now on will in light of eternity be brief. But no matter where your mind retreats to, you will still be Daddy. To God you will always be his child, his beloved.
"Teach us to number our days aright that we might gain a heart of wisdom.....Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days." Psalm 90:12 and 14
As you sift through memories, I have begun to do the same, remembering you from the perspective of the little girl I once was. We had fun, Daddy. You and Billy Matthews could come up with such outrageous things like making turtle soup and frying frog legs from frogs you caught. I remember the frogs because I accidentally kicked over the bucket with the rest of them within. It almost scarred me for life, not really, it is another precious memory. You took us on trips all over the country so that we could see things and experience life. We had fun, Daddy. Things are different now, but you are still Daddy.
You walked me down the isle as a young lady and you whispered, "You can drop the aspirin now. Susan Williams and Karen Wooten, you will know what he meant. You love Jon, my cowboy Air Force Chaplain now pastor husband as if he were your own son. Your mind goes other places now, but you are still Daddy.
I wrote last winter about "the kiss" as I call it. It only happens in winter and it lasts for just a couple of minutes. At the end of the day as the sun drops below the mountains, it hits the snow covered peak of Treasure Mountain last. The peak turns colors that can only exist from God's pallet; pinks and mauves and almost burgundy. And then it is gone as if God brushes His lips across the earth to end the day.
Our lives are like those moments. In light of eternity, our lives are but the length of that final "kiss" of brilliant color at the end of a winter day. So Daddy, this journey that you are now on will in light of eternity be brief. But no matter where your mind retreats to, you will still be Daddy. To God you will always be his child, his beloved.
"Teach us to number our days aright that we might gain a heart of wisdom.....Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days." Psalm 90:12 and 14
Saturday, November 2, 2013
The
light is different now..... The earth has tilted for Fall and is on its
way to tilt for winter. The sun pops up over the mountains later in the
morning and drops down earlier in the evening. The peaks have donned
their winter white clothing and the sky is acquiring that particular
clear indescribable blue that it turns here at 8000 ft in winter. This
world moves me and keeps me pondering the mysteries of God.
The
light is different now.....A loved one's mind slips into a world that
is difficult to reach. I remember a mind that was sharp. I see that mind
withdraw to a place that is hard to comprehend. This change moves me
and I feel things very deep within that I have never before experienced.
This place too, keeps me pondering the mysteries of God.
The
light is different now.....the holidays are close at hand. But this year
there will be an empty seat at the family table. This sorrow is so deep
that words are difficult to find. Yet there is a bittersweet feeling as
I recall a loud laugh and almost nonstop talking. You were like a
light, a meteor of sorts that flew across our hearts and lives and was
all too soon gone. Megan........This loss moves me and also draws me to
ponder the mysteries of God.
The light is different now.... The
earth has tilted for Fall and is on its way to tilt for winter. The sun
pops up over the mountains later in the morning and drops down earlier
in the evening. The peaks have donned their winter white clothing and
the sky is acquiring that particular clear indescribable blue that it
turns here at 8000 ft in winter. This world moves me and keeps me
pondering the mysteries of God.........and within the pondering I hear
the Still Small Voice say I AM here.
Friday, October 18, 2013
And
there was the bear......I had deliberated on which trail to take my
yellow lab, Starbuck yesterday. I wanted to hike to Lost Creek and have a
picnic but it was a little off the beaten track. My other option was a
road that we call Ski Lodge Road because someone tried to build a ski
resort off that road in the 70s. It never made it into a resort. Jon was
not at home and so no one would miss us if we did not return. So I
chose the more traveled Ski Lodge Road. It should be the safest trek.
I had been taking photos of bear prints up there for about three weeks
but was not concerned because the road should not be the typical place
to see a bear during that time of day, right? After all I had not seen
the bear since seeing the prints. Well, this was my sound reasoning.
So Starbuck and I were on the way back home and had made it down to the
curves and the aspen grove. Starbuck had been sniffing the air and
acting as if she smelled something different. However she is always
alert on that road because of all the deer and elk. But then I saw it
and stopped dead in my tracks. Just below us standing up on its hind
feet was a black bear right in the open, right in front of an aspen. It
was between me and my way home. Suddenly Starbuck spotted it. She began
barking like a wild thing. I was clinging to her leash (thankfully on a
short lead) to keep her from getting away from me or dragging me toward
the bear. Her barking got the bear's attention and it dropped on all
fours and ran into the trees. Because it was running away from us I was
able to appreciate its beauty. Only one little problem. The bear ran in
the trees in the direction we had to go to get to the Bob Marley jeep (my
jeep).
Well, since I am writing this you know we made it safely
back. However I made the rest of our journey looking to the right and
to the left and up because bears can climb trees! In last year's
tradition of naming the bears I saw, I named this bear as well. I called
it JB (Joy's Bear) because my friend, Joy lives on Ski Lodge Road. It is
my hope that JB escapes the hunters who are out en masse! Praise God
for watching over us as we walked on the "safer" trail!
Friday, October 11, 2013
Nomad......It
occurred to me over the last few weeks that I am a nomad. Since I was 18
and left for college I have been a wanderer. God has taken me from
place to place through Jon's ministry in the Air Force and now his
pastorate in Marble, Colorado; the village at the end of the
road.....Wow! We have moved every 2-3 years. I am like one of those
Bedouin tribes who still roam from place to place. I am like the
shepherds who wander from green pasture to green pasture. I am like the
Native Americans who followed the buffalo and found winter camps
sheltered from high plains wind. The wonders that I have seen and the
people that I have met are a precious gift from my Maker. Yet God has
over and over called me through Jon's ministry to leave those gifts
behind to go to another place.
It is difficult to be a nomad
when family is scattered all over and when those we love suffer. We
nomads cry tears in silent places and pray prayers in sheltered places.
We walk out our front doors to be with the people God has called us to
love and we love them. Yet our hearts are full for those far away who
cry because of the journey that life is taking them on.
So as a
nomad, a wanderer, God has brought me to this place high in the
mountains that lies at the end of the road. Its beauty and peacefulness
has thrilled my soul in ways that I cannot express in words! It offers
many silent places to cry and many shelterd places to pray. It offers
peaks in which I have automatically shouted out Halleluia or simply sang
the doxology,"Praise God from whom all blessings flow....." Yet I asked
God as a nomad, do I have a "place"? The Still Small Voice spoke and
said "your place is in Me." My place is Jesus. My home is Jesus. I have a
place.
"All these people were still living by faith when they
died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them from a
distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on
earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a
country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had
left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were
longing for a better country---a heavenly one. Therefore God is not
ashamed to be called their God for he has prepared a city for them."
Hebrews 11: 13-16
Friday, September 27, 2013
LOST!!!!!!
and undone.......Well I suppose it would be better said, we were all
lost and I became undone! Jon and I planned a hike through Dark Canyon
with another couple who were our friends. I am not sure after yesterday
that they will still be our friends. Did I mention that I was lost AND
undone?
The Canyon was very beautiful but the trail was a
little muddy. The plan was to just hike in 4 miles and hike back out 4
miles. But during our picnic the "men" got out the trail map. Now I
do not know if the fact that we would have to return straddling and
jumping around mud had anything to do with their decision or if it was a
male bonding thing. Whatever the case they decided to take a different
trail back. So off we go...
From the very beginning finding the
trail was difficult and was climbing up to a ridge line. (the name of
said trail was Lightning Ridge Trail, should have been our first clue.)
About 40 minutes in we all finally admitted that we were lost! This was
the beginning of my "undoneness". Jon has always stressed the potential
danger of getting off trail in the mountains and especially in the
wilderness areas. I was once lost as a young girl with my friend, Susan Williams
in woods back of her house. It was not fun then and I didn't like the
feeling returning in adulthood. So my first reaction was anger; I was
mad that we had not returned the way we had planned. I was mad at the
decision maker. I was mad!
Our
alternative became what is known as bushwacking. So after consulting
the map we started through ferns knee deep and scrubby oaks in the
direction the map consulters decided we should go. I kept tripping over
logs that were under the brush and falling almost on my face. Jon was
stung by yellow jackets every time we stopped. I moved from mad to
extremely frustrated! I didn't hold in my feelings. I read somewhere
that it was not good to hold in feelings due to the fact that it could
lead to a stressful life. Did I mention that I am the pastor's wife and
that we were hiking with parishioners? Did I mention that they may no
longer want to be MY friends?
Our bushwacking was climbing
because after all the trail was suppose to be following the ridge of a
mountain. We ran out of water and had to refill at a stream (I have a
filtering system for water). I think it was while refilling the water
bottle that my camera got lost all on its own. I am sad to say that it
didn't make it out. At this time it was around 3:30 and it is now Fall,
meaning that the sun drops below the mountains early and it gets cold
earlier than in summer. I moved from extremely frustrated to scared! I
thought about my friend who was on a rescue team out of the Vail area.
Could she find us in all the thick bush we were in? Then I remembered
that no one knew that we had taken another trail. Bad rule to break! I
also knew a front was coming in with cooler weather and rain. So
spending the night on the mountain was not probably going to lead to a
good outcome. I did mention fear didn't I?
Well finally once we
reached the top of a ridge line and literally beat the bushes to find a
trail, my "female" friend found a small trail and I saw a pink ribbon
tied to a bush by the trail. I was told it was a hunter's mark for his
trail. So off we went. We saw horse skat, YEAH, and footprints even
better! The trail was going in the right direction, west and down! And
the rest is history because I am now writing this!
I usually end these posts with something "spiritual." My friends or use to be friends had all sorts of beautiful spiritual offerings of the experience. All I can leave with you is PRAISE GOD FOR TAKING CARE OF US AND HELPING US OUT OF THERE! Also I might have figured out the stages of being lost: first anger, second extreme frustration and finally fear. Maybe I could write a book on the stages of lostness. What do you think?
Saturday, September 21, 2013
So
we did the Maroon Pass Trail Hike.........When I go on hikes I try and
apply the hike to life and spiritual matters thereby internalizing the
hike into my inner life. Jon and I along with another couple who are our
friends took on the West Maroon Pass trail. It does not take long in
mountain living to realize that when a mountain pass is mentioned that
it means climbing or driving up to a particular mountain point and then
dropping down to another side. The West Maroon Pass trail leads from
Aspen over and down to Schofield Park that gives you access to Crested
Butte.
Our hike began at an iconic scene in Colorado called the
Maroon Bells which is a view of two famous peaks that are pyramid
shaped that are a little more than 14,000 ft in elevation. From the lake
at the bottom of these peaks which lies a little above 9000 ft the
hiker must hike up to the 12,500 ft pass. Doing the math the trail went
up! We began..... We went over rocks and slippery mud and crossed
several running streams helping one another by holding out hiking sticks
to keep from slipping in and getting completely wet. By the third
crossing I ceased to care about wet shoes and wet feet; the goal just
became about getting across.
Then we started the above 11,000
ft part. The air is much thinner and breathing became more of an effort.
My lungs always tell me when I am at 11,000 ft. We marched on
concentrating on one small goal to the next. As we got to 12,000 ft we
had 500 more to go to reach the pass. Then it was just a matter of
breath step, breath step, sip water, do not look down off the foot path,
breath step; you get the idea. Finally we made the pass. Once up there
we began cheering on all those we had met on the journey to make the
final steps to the top! We took a photo to prove we made it, we ate the
second half of our sandwhich, hydrated with fluids and then looked down
the other side and thought we have to go all the way down there!!! Oh
well that was the only way to the refuge of the car!
We made
it down and awaiting us was the car, YEAAAAA!!! and a storybook cabin
whose owner had a freshly baked peach pie with homemade whipped cream! I
had never tasted a better pie!
So
what did I learn? When I think of the hike the word endurance comes to
mind. Our spiritual reward goes to those who endure to the end. Along
the way God shows us views we never expected to see in our lives. He
sends people to cheer us on and gives us the opportunity to cheer others
on. And sometimes the way is muddy and sometimes there are streams to
cross. Yet those same streams offer a place to refill your water bottle.
And sometimes there is the best peach pie you've ever tasted at the
end of the trail!
So do not throw away your confidence, it will
be richly rewarded.You need to persevere so that when you have done the
will of God, you will receive what He has promised......Hebrew 10:35-36
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
The
call of the mountains........Today I just simply felt the call of the
mountains, the call of the trail, the pull to grab my hiking gear and
go. So my yellow lab and I took off on the trail to the Crystal Mill!
So we jumped into the Bob Marley jeep (not actually named for the
singer but the fact that we bought it from a doc named Bob whose wife is
named Marly). Due to that fact they placed a sticker with a picture of the singer Bob Marley inside the back door. Thus the name of my jeep.
So Starbuck and I drove up Daniels Hill and parked and began our hike.
The trail goes along the side of the Crystal River and today the river
ran clear and brilliant. The sound of it soothed my soul. The energy
required for the hike allowed the worries to slip away with each breath,
with each drop of sweat and with each "rocky" step. Starbuck and I
shared yogurt and peanuts by the Crystal Mill. I breathed the fall-tinged air and my spirit was lifted.
So perhaps the call of the
mountains was actually the call of God......."Take my yoke upon you for
my burden is gentle and light." "Do not worry about tomorrow for
sufficient is the evil of today." Allow Me to be your "refuge and
strength." "Trust in me with all your heart and lean not on your own
understanding. Acknowledge Me in all your ways and I will make straight
your paths." ........Yes I think the call of the mountains was actually
the call of God!
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
Sorrow comes in many snapshots and in many voices. There is the ring of a phone in the middle of the night. There is a distraught voice crying out with disillusionment in some occurrence in their life. There are the shaky hands trying to accomplish a task that was once second nature. There is the lonely voice that asks "when can I go home?" And the sad answer, "not for four weeks at least." There is the sleeping of one you love that on the surface seems peaceful but disguises the confusion that lies just beneath. The many pictures of sorrow and the many expressions it takes, are probably innumerable dependent on the number of individuals that the earth holds. But this one thing I know, this one thing I cling to is that God holds every tear and every prayer and every groaning uttered by a broken heart close to His Being. And in response He sends the Holy Spirit to be our comfort and guide to take the next step on that most difficult of journeys; the journey we call sorrow.
Friday, August 16, 2013
Mormon
Lake Trail.......So we took a hike in an entirely different area. Our
Mormon Lake Trail was in the Holy Cross Wilderness area. So here was the
thing; the trail was only 3.2 miles to the final lake, Mormon Lake. The
first lake was Lyle Lake. However at the very beginning the air seemed
pretty thin. That was when one of our hiking buddies said, "We are
starting at 11,000 feet." Well that was a relief, at least I had not
developed some rare lung disease just that morning.
The trail
was beautiful full of God's surprises like WILDFLOWERS and the new
discovery of mushrooms. Even had one of those mushrooms for dinner
tonight. Pretty tasty!
So we made it to the first lake, Lyle
Lake. We stopped for lunch and could see the trail we had to take across
the lake making a steep uphill climb. I kept looking at that and
thinking, wow I will need some lungs for that. I was right. Each little
stretch took a lot of oxygen (very deep breathing!). That was when the
same hiking buddy with his GPS that he is just learning to use announced
that we were at around 12,000 feet. But the good news was once at the
top of that mountain we started to descend. The bad news was that on the
way back we would have to climb up again. Oh well that's life!
Once we got to a certain point and had still not reached Mormon Lake we
began to guess where we thought it was. There was another peak just
ahead. I thought and we all agreed that the lake was probably on the
other side of that peak. When I first thought about it I wasn't sure I
wanted to climb another peak. It was 2pm and a firm rule on a hike is
you have to get back to where you started if you want to go home.
But being destination minded and with the agreement of those with me we
decided to go on. The wonderful surprise was that the trail took a very
gentle route over the peak. The lake and being at the top of the world
was well worth the trip.
On the way down I thought how much
like life the trail was. Often when you look at what is apparently
before you, you are not sure if it is something you can tackle. But if
you just begin taking the steps necessary one step at a time with the
grace of God surrounding you, the trail will often surprise you. God
gives you a gentler path than it appeared and rewards you with rest
"beside the still waters."
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about
itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6: 34
"Take my yoke upon you and learn from me. For I am gentle and humble in
heart and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:29
Friday, August 9, 2013
The
Sound of Music Trail......A friend and I went on a hike today on a
trail that I have renamed "The Sound of Music" trail. The reason I have
renamed it is obvious. You reach this certain point where you just
tap into your own Julie Andrews and just start singing "The hills are
alive with the Sound of Music." Now I have to confess that I have been
on many trails in which I have broken into song and twirled just like Julie Andrews. But on this trail it has become a sacred ritual to do so at this one particular point.
The trail that leads you to this point is mostly uphill. So as we sat
and had lunch today my friend made the comment that our picnic spot
(which has also become a ritual) was lovely but the problem was just
getting there. I immediately responded that would be a good sermon
title; the problem is just getting there.
My Daddy is still
struggling with his health and is still in the hospital. The struggle to
get well is often a problem. The end result of wellness may be the
point where one breaks forth into songs of praise and thanksgiving.
However the journey there is often a problem, a struggle, a
heartbreaking journey.
I am truly grateful that for the
Christian, wellness is never completely obtained until we reach that
"City not made by hands...."! That view will be one in which all of us
will take to our knees and confess that Jesus Christ is Lord! We will truly
break forth into songs of praise and thanksgiving. Yes, sometimes the
journey may be difficult. But if these mountains have taught me
anything, it is that along the way there are precious creations to see
and treasures hidden all around. Each small blessing along the trail
gives you strength to take the next step so that you can continue with
anticipation to see what God has in store for you next!
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Mudslides and our church....
Mudslides and our church.........Thank God we have been getting what
Colorado calls monsoon rains. It keeps our fire danger down and provides
the moisture we always seem to need. However, living between two
mountain wilderness areas has provided some interesting outcomes from
the moisture.
We have had two mudslides in the same area with
two different rains. These mudslides have come down from what is called
Gallo Mountain covering the road by way of Slate Creek. As many of you
know we have one way in and one way out of Marble. So once the mudslides occur you are either trapped in Marble or trapped out of Marble.
The last mudslide happened while a group of 16-18 Senior Citizens were
here on a day trip. You guessed it, they were trapped in Marble. There
are a few places to overnight in Marble but everything was full due to
the Marble carving seminars that were going on. So Jon opened the church
to this group along with 3-4 firemen who were trapped here as well. Hey
we have padded pews, he told the people trying to find a place to lodge
them. So our little Marble Community Church opened its doors and its
small set of 20 padded pews for the Senior Citzens' group. Many of the
town folks supplied blankets and pillows. At 10:30 pm I premade the
coffee so that all they had to do in the morning was to plug it in.
Being a coffee snob myself, I knew what a cup of morning Joe could do to
start their day.
So our church literally became a sanctuary for
the pilgrims traveling through. May God bless our little church and may
it be known as a sanctuary for the tired, the homeless, the people of
God and all His creation whether they know Him personally or not. This
is my prayer.
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